Mandy自从和老朋友们重新见面后,整个人陷入了一种迷幻状态,似乎她虽然在这个世界上好好地活着,但似乎有一半魂魄留在了某个遥远的,偏僻的,古早的,隔离的,陌生的,熟悉的时空里。
洛可嘉第一个察觉到她的迷离疑惑,似乎她总是在问,“我是谁”、“我为什么在这里”、“这是哪里”、“这些人都是哪来的”、“原来的我呢?”
走丢了……
她的每一个微笑都在说,“我好困惑”、“我错了吗”、“我怎么办”……
在孙先生拜访后第二天,Mandy摔了Nichole心爱的大熊猫勺子,第三天她忘了去接Oscar放学,第四天她忘了烧饭,那两天洛妈和洛老爹由热旺陪着去费城玩儿了。
洛可嘉忍无可忍,决定跟Mandy好好谈谈。
“Youarenotyourselfthesedays.”saidLock,lookingdirectlyintohereyes.
“Idon‘tquietfollowyou.”returnedMandy,turningthepagesinfrontofherratherrampantly.
“Youwantedtofindyourlostselfasateenager,didn‘tyou”Lockwasruthless.
“That‘ssountrue.”Mandywouldnotlookatherhusbandintheeye.
“Wannaatalk”lockretreatedalittlebitbuthisgroundswerefirmlyheld.
“Theyhaven‘tchangedmuchsincewelastsawoneanother.”atlastMandydecidedtospilloutallthatwaslingeringonhermind——bearingtheweightiswearisome.zuqi.org 葡萄小说网
“TheyWhomintheworlddoyoureferto,thosewhoarenotennabledtoloveoracquireafamily”Lockdemanded.
“Don‘tbesorude.”Mandywasfinallycheeringupalittlebit.
Locklaughed,“Ibetmostofthemwouldtradewhattheypossessforthelifeyouareliving,evenifthereisahandicappedmaninthepicture.”
Mandysmiledforthefirsttime,“....”
Lockpickeduphismobile,“Minerva,howmanyphotosofthekidshavewegot”
TheAIpoppedupfromnowhereonthescreen,“Sinceyouaskedsir,thefamilyalbumhastakenupatleastthreequartersofthestorage,whichmeansthereareoverohousandphotostotally,‘swhyIsuggestdeletinghalf......”
“Thanks,‘swhatIneedtolearnforthemoment.”LocknoddedtotheAI,,shewavedbackhappilyandwasoff.
LocksaidtoMandyassincerelyaspossible,“Ibelievewhatyouhavealreadyownedweighsmuchmorethanwhatyouthoughthadlost.”
Mandylamented,“HowdoyouknowthisisthebestformeIcouldhaveledanotherlife.....”l
“Idon‘tthinkit‘ision.”Therewasanedgetohisvoice,buthestayedcool,“Stopparingwithothers‘ceivedfromthegoldfishandthey‘dbetternotbegformorethantheydeserved.”
Mandyremarkedwithadangeroustone,“AreyoutellingmeIdon‘tdeservethebestoflife”